I was called gorgeous once,
and sexy in jest.
I get lovely sometimes,
but few of the rest.
I've never been beautiful,
never been hot.
I didn't mind it so much,
it's just something I'm not.
Most of the time
I just look okay;
not bad, not good,
in the middle I stay.
I was fine with okay;
there are other things worse.
Little did I realize
how much of a curse
okay really was.
I noticed quickly
that, every single time,
there's someone better than me.
Looks are superficial
because they don't last,
but they do come in handy,
I've learned in the past.
I've often been liked
for who I am inside,
but it always stops there,
I n
Current Residence: ca deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXXL (^_^) Favourite genre of music: not sure...anything cool (or weird) enuff to appease my strange tastes Favourite photographer: louise Operating System: windows xp MP3 player of choice: Sansa e250 Shell of choice: I have the conch! Favourite cartoon character: Tamaki (OHSHC), Maes Hughes (FMA), Sunako (YNSH) Personal Quote: *sigh* I'm bored. T_T
Favourite Visual Artist
wenqing
Favourite Movies
Princess Mononoke, Grave of the Fireflies, Spirited Away, anything Ghibli
Today's my last day at home and tomorrow we go on our 6.5 hour trek to Cal. Man..if only Berkeley wasn't so far, then it wouldn't be so hard. I've been anxious and excited for this day to come and now that its here, I begin to feel my apprehension and nervousness seeping through =_= AAAA!!!! College! I don't know what more to say. I just hope I can handle everything it throws at me :P
I just got back from college orientations ^_^ I'm sooo lookin forward to college! There were sooo many students from different places and they were so nice :D I felt dumb compared to them, however ('c') When people kept saying they got 5's in this ap test or that ap test or that they were valedictorian or saludatorian, I thought OMG! How'd I ever get into this college?!? I'm gonna die, especially when they curve grades D: But yea...I'll just do my best n hopefully I pass my classes there ^_^' They told us to take it easy our first semester so I only signed up for one hard class and the rest are the ones that I think are fun :D I even signed u
*sigh* I failed my driving test :( booo. B w/e...it was to be expected. Gotta take it again in the burning CA ultraviolet rays :( *sigh* Darn yoo global warming! >:[
I'm officially done wid HS!! Woot! This is the first summer I have w/o hw and summer skool! :D Therefore, I plan on doin sumthing worthwhile before I go up to college. That sumthing should be one I would get a life tile for in the Game of Life board game :P I was thinkin of learnin karate, learnin guitar, or learnin japanese but I haven't gotten started on those things yet, unfortunately >_<
I started my "awesometastic like plastic"